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Pagi berlalu tanpa kedipan. Tanpa menyadarkan diri yabg terlarut kelelahan. Hanya berhalusinasi menunggu kecapan yang tidak diharapkan. Melarutkan dalam kesunyian. Aku ingin pagi, sepagi mungkin.

Kemarin pagi, aku hilang, tenggelam dalam lelap yang tidak berkesudahan. Mengalirkan kegundahan seperti meriang yang menganggu.

Aku hilang terseret arus waktu sampai di pulau lain yang tidak bernama, tidak bersuara, tidak ada apa-apa hanya pulau saja.

Pulau berwarna hitam, gelap membuatku meraba-raba mencari kesulitan. Kesulitan untuk berkenalan dengan pulau tidak bernama.

Sudah sering sepertinya tetapi tetap tidak mengenali. Seperti malam yang tidak pernah ingin berkenalan dengan auman serigala. Seperti malam yang membenci mata kucing. Seperti malam yang membenci diri ini.

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Perkenalan awal, meninggalkan jejak-jejak yang tidak terlalu buruk. Seperti seekor kadal berjalan sendirian di tengah gurun pasir. Jejak-jejak sepi, aku menyebutnya. 
Pergi menghilang ditelan badai dan masih berpijak. Mengapa engkau melewati jejak itu kembali?  Saat badai telah menyapu halus dari sebuah perkenalan. Sulit bagi saya untuk mengenali masa perkenalan kita.

Bagiku, kamu adalah pria yang independent. Tidak memiliki keterkaitan hubungan yang hampa sepertiku. Tidak memiliki lika liku kisah yang tidak baik untuk diperdengarkan namun, penuturanmu tadi malam membuatku mengumam tenang. Bahwa setiap jiwa dengan segala kepemilikannya adalah rahasia setiap raga sampai engkau menuturkannya. 

Aku ragu, jika hati memilih hati apakah otak masih berperan penting seperti seorang ibu membeli sayuran untuk dimasak? Rasanya salah, jika hakim mengetuk palu sebelum semua hubungan-hubungan persoalan lebih dijelaskan. Aku menuturkan lagu disaat tidak yang tepat. Seperti angin yang membawa debu menerbang ke mata. Ada sakit yang bisa orang salah memilih jalan.

Namanya Ranto. Aku memanggilnya kak Ran. Seperti namanya dia menyukai berlari dengan membawa sekeping hati. Bermelodi, kata kak Ran. Dan saya tidak paham. Kelak akan tiba saatnya, dimana sebuah keputusan diambil. Membuat

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